random

im tired
and happy

and its a weird feeling to be all two.
theres even a third one. but its one of 'those'

this blog?
its no longer what it was
and that is all my fault

somehow i just stopped.
and started

life is wunnerful
for the most part

i can now attest to that age long wisdom that u never really bond with ur mum till ure a bit older.
somehow now i see some of what she must have seen or been when i was younger and couldnt see

as for my dad, im torn between constantly worrying about him, and telling him not to worry about me
i feel like im an adult now, let me do the worrying, u relax
but he wont
he keeps worrying!

Nigeria is... i dont know
so many people want to move
its in the air
but its like that story...
put a frog in hot water, it will jump out, but put a frog in water and boil it, and it will stay there till it dies

if we looked at us from the outside, what would we really feel? do?
jump?
stay?

wish i could say welcome back
but...

anyhoo, sometimes life is totally random

and so am i